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tears of all kinds and the joyful ache of parenthood

Posted on Aug 8th, 2008 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

My son turned 5 a few weeks ago. It has been a exciting year of milestones rarely commented on by parenting books, blogs, or otherwise. He is growing into himself and showing the glimmers of... More »

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go ahead, say "yes"

Posted on Mar 14th, 2008 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

As a mother of pre-schoolers I am constantly finding myself looking for new ways to say "no." Distraction works well, although at 4 1/2, my son is pretty wise to that trick. As this long,... More »

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dirt and sunshine

Posted on Mar 2nd, 2008 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

Where is the place in this world for the dirty kids? The got-dressed-by-myself kids? The snowboots-in-July kids? The place where rooster-tail hair and sticky piggy-tails cause no comment? Where hand-print smeared jeans and frayed shirt sleeves are as... More »

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on meeting

Posted on Feb 24th, 2008 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

when I held you in that happiest space inside the bend of my arm the rain slowed to beat with my heart and I marvelled at your perfectness a silver moon slipped through the clouds and danced across... More »

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another Saturday away from home

Posted on Feb 16th, 2008 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

  Young mother and child, Mary Cassatt It is selfish. Considering what so many others sacrifice. And condsidering what so many others sacrifice to obtain just a fraction of what I am given. And given... More »

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I do believe, I just have to remind myself now and again

Posted on Feb 8th, 2008 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

Last Sunday I spent a good portion of my work day reading friends' blogs and trying not to think about what I had to do on Monday. I needed to take my daughter, whose 18... More »

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snow song

Posted on Jan 30th, 2008 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

I want to know the thousand words for snow the white orange glow of midnight storms dancing through the trees lilting faeries here yet raging demons there or something akin to shattered glass in a... More »

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growing

Posted on Jan 26th, 2008 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

Just been thinking about John  and his growing family and how that chapter of my life is closed. Yes, I will be a mom for all eternity but the anticipation of pregnancy and birth has... More »

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oranges

Posted on Jan 22nd, 2008 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

the boiling story of spilled soup and infant suffering howling with rage so flailing beneath me I'm trying I'm trying I know you can hear me but tired and tiny too tongue tied to whisper... More »

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will

Posted on Jan 4th, 2008 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

not yet written thriving and pursuing knowing the goal yet fearing the way one word graced about your body the way you hold your hips, feet grounded arms crossed the way you say "hold" and... More »

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