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tears of all kinds and the joyful ache of parenthood

Posted on Aug 8th, 2008 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

My son turned 5 a few weeks ago. It has been a exciting year of milestones rarely commented on by parenting books, blogs, or otherwise. He is growing into himself and showing the glimmers of... More »

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Dancing!

Posted on Apr 7th, 2008 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

My son burst into spontaneous dance the other day....

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go ahead, say "yes"

Posted on Mar 14th, 2008 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

As a mother of pre-schoolers I am constantly finding myself looking for new ways to say "no." Distraction works well, although at 4 1/2, my son is pretty wise to that trick. As this long,... More »

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dirt and sunshine

Posted on Mar 2nd, 2008 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

Where is the place in this world for the dirty kids? The got-dressed-by-myself kids? The snowboots-in-July kids? The place where rooster-tail hair and sticky piggy-tails cause no comment? Where hand-print smeared jeans and frayed shirt sleeves are as... More »

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on meeting

Posted on Feb 24th, 2008 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

when I held you in that happiest space inside the bend of my arm the rain slowed to beat with my heart and I marvelled at your perfectness a silver moon slipped through the clouds and danced across... More »

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today

Posted on Jan 25th, 2008 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

My son sang Happy Birthday to me when he woke up this morning. He's so excited about keeping the secret of my birthday presents-- even reminding his baby sister not to tell me what they... More »

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pagaent

Posted on Dec 17th, 2007 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

I see you, so big, yet the youngest in your class. So proud, so calm. You stride down the stage in your cut-up pillow case and dinosaur shirt and moon boots. You lived there, in... More »

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swift

Posted on Nov 30th, 2007 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

this creeping forward lurching feeling known now by no other but now how could you be so big now? when all is everyday and never is forever you were my pumpkin even though you screamed... More »

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my son's Christmas season

Posted on Nov 29th, 2007 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

It's easy to forget, as an adult, how magical and alluring the Christmas season can be to little kids. Last year one of the agents in my office gave my family a Christmas fountain. It... More »

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