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dirt and sunshine

Posted on Mar 2nd, 2008 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

Where is the place in this world for the dirty kids? The got-dressed-by-myself kids? The snowboots-in-July kids? The place where rooster-tail hair and sticky piggy-tails cause no comment? Where hand-print smeared jeans and frayed shirt sleeves are as... More »

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connections

Posted on Feb 23rd, 2008 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

I no longer believe in coincidences. I know this may not seem like a big step for some, but for me it is a huge leap of faith toward understanding. Aware-ness. Open-ness. One-ness. A deep breath... More »

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snow song

Posted on Jan 30th, 2008 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

I want to know the thousand words for snow the white orange glow of midnight storms dancing through the trees lilting faeries here yet raging demons there or something akin to shattered glass in a... More »

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oranges

Posted on Jan 22nd, 2008 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

the boiling story of spilled soup and infant suffering howling with rage so flailing beneath me I'm trying I'm trying I know you can hear me but tired and tiny too tongue tied to whisper... More »

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beneath

Posted on Dec 8th, 2007 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

I love you that will never change I know you will fly off one day to create and bloom and bond anew so I should hold you all the tighter still now while you need... More »

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Cradle

Posted on Dec 3rd, 2007 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

I spilled my tea (thank god it was cold) into your hair you made that how dare you face then laughed because it dripped down your nose now hours or lifetimes later I'm trying to... More »

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my son's Christmas season

Posted on Nov 29th, 2007 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

It's easy to forget, as an adult, how magical and alluring the Christmas season can be to little kids. Last year one of the agents in my office gave my family a Christmas fountain. It... More »

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small spaces

Posted on Nov 27th, 2007 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

she's so small i could tuck her in my pocket. instead i tuck her in a sling. she's my butterfly wrapped and mysterious in her cacoon. chrysalis. baby bunting. she mews. i sway. mommy dances... More »

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This blue heart

Posted on Nov 25th, 2007 by Amanda : heartfelt Amanda

Purple mountains' majesty beneath a sun dipped crystal river blue. My heart. My home. Everything centered. Everything beating to the swell of shivering gold flecked leaves and dusted green pines. Sit now. Breathe. The dogs... More »

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